something i can't deny

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i want this chapter right.

more than a memory

	Hello. Jasmine(14) here. This is my second blog because i deleted my first one. I want to start my heart on a brand new chapter. something I can't risk, my heart is tired. Everything so wrong , until i met him, my saviour, Jesus Christ. I wish i didn't feel like this before, cause everything was a mistake. (Navigate via the links on the yellow circle) eat, pray, love.
	Jasmine aka JazmienDucky - Singaporean, studied in nsps now studying in skss. Currently fourteen , grows older every twenty-third-June . A believer of HIM. in a clique named; Kutuarmy. that's all you should know. belive, and you will receive.
	Speak to me, you're walking closer and it's hard to breathe. I shouldn't run but my heart is naive, and I expect too much. You look good to me, I left a scar that no one else can see, and now you're back here reminding me that I lost way too much. You know that night that I almost said I loved you, you almost said it back. hear me breathe.
	Say my name, cause no one else can say it quite the same. It takes me back to your September days, I miss you way too much. Just to hear it breaks my heart in two. Cause you know that night, I almost said I loved you, and you almost said it back. Stay with me, I really need to hear your breathe. if words can speak.
	No matter how lame my apology, I let go of you, you let go of me. Are we gonna be more than a memory. Are you gonna stand in front of me, pretend that I'm not your destiny thank you. icons:I II III lyrics:I II codes:I are we gonna be more than a memory.

MORE
THAN
A
MEMORY

1504

Sunday, April 14, 2013 / 10:41 AM

apparently, it's 1:36 right now as i'm typing, i'm very tired, but refuses to sleep.
don't feel like attending school tomorrow.
so many overdue homeworks, so many things I'm lazy to face, hais.
okay let's talk about events that recently happened.......
Friday ( 12/04 ? )
went to yckps to umpire! umpired for frisbee! some p6 kids really have no sportsmanship mannnnnnnn, tsktsk.
but overall it was fun la! haha! the trip back to school was hilarious.
reached school, lepak at canteen because dont want go lessons, haha! basically didn't attend any lessons which we are supposed to xP.
hmm... what else...
oh! Wednesday ( 10/04 )
lunch with #kutuarmy! was supposed to talk it out but, hmm...... it was okay lah..... but...... hais, Jessie. seeing her like that really pains me.
basically, it's nothing recently!
MYE IS NEARINGGGGGGG, = i'll have less time to blog! HAAHHA, jk! i'm just lazy to blog :p.
shall study hard for mye! 4As' to my swensens treat from MrChan!

1/4

Monday, April 1, 2013 / 5:42 AM

1st April,
happy april fool, fools :p.
HAHAHA! so i restricted myself from pranking others, teehee.
but I end up pranking teachers, HAHAHHA.
MsAisyah, MissLim!
so today, I went home straight after school! wanted to go nat's house but was lazy :p! okay so anyway....
awwwwwwww, he texted me a very long text saying how much he hates me blabla, then ends off with ' just kidding dearest, happy april fools! '
and soon after that, I received a call, and awwwwwwwww, my heart melted hehehe.
I accepted & teehee :p.
every first, #1.

31/3

Sunday, March 31, 2013 / 5:20 AM

last day of march today :').
and tomorrow marks the first day of April,
that means we'll hear dingdongdingdong🔔 @ 12noon tmr :-)!
hehe okay so continuing from my previous blogpost,
26/3:
usual, lalala, schoolday, BORINGGGGGGG. then had fortnight after school, shag + tiring.
27/3:
also again, as usual, had school, then my fortnight after school.
got put in the middle ): !
28/3:
last day of term2 week1(?)! because tomorrow no school of goodfriday!
had mt debate, performance, & ptm after school!
ran up ran down, ran up ran down, so tedious.
it was so hilarious when msshen&mrteo talked to my mum in Chinese, HAHAHAHHA. i srsly need to buck up for my studies! jy jasmine! for the food treat from mrkelvin 💪. then stayed in school until 8+ then go home, HAHAHAHAHA.
29/3:
VINERI! Siloso beach, sentosa.
GoodFriday! TEEHEE.
spent my day there with NE 💓💕.
thankfully, i didn't get tanned, got to know new friendssssss, and it was really and fun-filling time there :3.
celebrated Erica's belated birthday, oh &!
HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY JOANN, WOAINI.
30/3:
" THE GREATEST DAY " — Easter special service!
dress day 👗👠! Heheheheh!
the service was so heartwarming, my tears started to well in my eyes as i was worshipping, singing praise to Him, and tears dropped when i see God's doing his work in people's life, so many converts, so many changed life.
pray that they stay faithful!
& PTL! for that 2 new converts in skss! hehehe! after that celebrated Joann's birthday! stayed at army market to eat then lalala home!
31/3:
rotted at home for the entire day, teehee.
okay that's it! lazy to update! toodles✌!

2503!

Monday, March 25, 2013 / 5:19 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHWONG!
hoped you had a fantasticcccccc birthday bash today! you look like a..... ghost! :P!
must stay pretty, cute & smart okiiiiiii!
you're the cutest person i've ever met so far! keep playing with your hair and so blur! hehe!
today, 1st day of term2! was rly tiring because lesson ends @ 325.
& there's mt fortnight today til' 6!
it was so tiring, so suey. got into opera.
thought it opera, in the end wushu, pshhh.
need do horsestance, so tiring and painful, reached home with a swollen leg!
after the activity! we played flour @ the hanging garden to celebrate wong's birthday! it was so funny and hilarious ;)!
took pictures! and then lalala home.
overall today was okay la, but only one word to describe today T I R E D.
tomorrow's kutuarmy 1yr anniversary! mmmm...... :)!
blog soon again! toodles!

2403

Sunday, March 24, 2013 / 4:25 AM

today marks the last day of march hols,
march hols was supposed to be a painful one, but rly thank God for all the people he placed in my life to make my march hols blessed and cheerful :-).
Saturday 1603(?) — skss cross country!
had breakfast with some sports leader! was late for Marshall duty, hehe!
was under Lionel(ic) for sec3 boys rear runner. i was the only girl running because all the other rear runners for sec3boys are all guys T_T. MrTeo cheered for me! haha!
so happy that i managed to complete the 4.2km run even though i never managed to completed my 2.4km run! HAHAHAHAH. anyway! stupid xcountry made almost everyone had rashes :-(, it kind of suckkkkkkk, HAHAHAHAH.
had KFC for lunch with my dearest girls and then went home to rest! from 4pm+ slept all the way til' 2am+ woke up, and went back to sleep at 3am since i have cip the next day!
1703 — zhi zhen tan cip.
was late by a few minutes because i was lazy to get off my bed! hehe! when i reached there everyone was like ' wah jasmine! you became blacker ' and i definitely went ' -.-.... ' HAHAHAH! so anyway, almost everybody that went had rashes, but some of them bought medicine so they're like rubrubrub! then we're like ' don't scratch don't scratch! '
Okso, we went to science centre! yay! haven't been there for a very long time. it was very epic when we reached, we all seem like we haven't been there before and started running all around whe the teachers gave us time off before the kids reach! we did jump shots! took a lot of photos! but must hilarious of all, we did the harlem shake! it was very epic, but indeed very funny!
hehe so the kids reached, and Naomi & me took a pair, Nisha and Nadirah(?) if i remember their names correctly, they were so adorable! but nisha(m) was very petty! he got easily angrily :-(. Naomi and i was tired just chasing Nisha, Hahahah!
made a few new friends. :D! had macdonals for lunch, after that homed & nua!
1803 Monday — back to school for physics remidial!
we keep hoping that MrTeo won't come because of rashes but in the end he did! he indeed is a very good teacher, he went to a doctor and had 2 days mc off but nevertheless he still came back! i'm glad i understood physics a little better! hehe! after that stayed back in school and waited til 1pm for SL meeting!
congratulations to all the sl exo members! and congrats to Naomi for being the president of sl! teehee! okay so lalalaala, cleaned up the gym with Seekee and Alfian :D! then went home with sk!
1903 Tuesday — Far East plaza, scape & bugis with velda!
yay shopping day with velda!
bought myself wedges! a black 'nerd' crop tee! and that two alone cost me a bombbbbbbbb.
met Alice @ scape, hugged her :D!
met my lohyehmohyeh partner and xueli @ bugis! hhehhehe!
so today was okay la! i managed to talk to velda abt it :-)! didn't managed to eat my cold stones :-(.
2003 Wednesday — stay home Wednesday i supposed!
nothing much, I've forgotten what happened :p.
2103 thursday — badminton and gym with girllllls! hehe @ anchorvale!
played badminton and did gym with Naomi, yiqian, Danmin, des, & Wong! hehe!
met Amir & his gang in the gym ~
did work out, lost some fats, and then gained them back by eating KFC after gym 😂!
saw MrShufi & his hockey kids!
2203 — steamboat and mahjong sessions with impurities <3!
totally love my girls okay! had so much fun learning to play mahjong and i i finally learnt it yay! so much for just eating steamboat! we're so bloated hehe! hope we do this again <3!
so lazy to talk about my weekends! hehe okay nvm!
so i guess tomorrow is the start of a new term, term2.
i need to start to work even harder!
stop procrastinating!
jy 3e1 :*!

23/03

Friday, March 22, 2013 / 9:55 AM

i enjoyed my day 22/03 with my lovely girls from 3e1'13!
had steamboat, mahjong session and stuffs! hope to do it agn! took a lot of pictures and had lots of laughter.
well, it managed to allow me to put down things for today :') :D.
toodles! shall just end of here, turning in soon! buhbyeeeee.

disastrous.

Tuesday, February 26, 2013 / 5:10 AM

what is wrong with me?
can't even do a simple maths qn.
got 14/20 for an easy alpha&beta qn because of careless mistakes.
how careless can i get?
careless being in terms of choices, studies, life.
i feel so useless.....
can't even help my goodfriend when he used to help me so much.
now i can't even be her listening ear.
5 more days to ct2, having 0 confidence for it.
xray came out, report:negative.
not a good week ahead, 1 word to describe: mad.
Thank God i have faithful God.